Damaged

You say you understand me,

But that’s pretty hard to fathom,

Especially when your post reads I’m damaged beyond salvage.

You say to you I’m beautiful, more than I could ever imagine,

Then why is sometimes I feel like a three headed dragon?

Sometimes it’s real simple, there nothing to discuss,

But other times it’s fucking complicated, feels like my heart will soon erupt.

Sometimes I want it no other way,

Sometimes I feel I’m too damaged to even try to stay.

But somehow you reel me in, tell me I’m your everything,

I believe you for a moment, then that feeling seeps in again.

Then you somehow feed into it, with such a powerful punch,

But how am I to feel, when I’m feeling opposed too much.

I try and try to please you, it works for a day or two,

But then it’s back to square one, at odds with you.

I just want this to end, is this something that we can mend?

Or am I too damaged and you just want an end?

-KJ-